Happy new year!

I am tired to myself! I have been long time whimpering for all things I don't have! Today I remembered the old proved: "if you are crying because you cannot see the sun, your tears don't allow you to see the stars".

Today I want to share with you all wonderful things I have in my life.

I have my dreams and my strength, these have been always my compass, and in their company I have achieved my goals, and I have discovered a better world than I had in the past.

I have my two biggest towers, my husband and my little brother.

My husband is the person who always stay next to me, who support me when I am not good, and who celebrate with me the best moments. He is not perfect, but he is much better than that, he is the person who loves me.

My little brother is my biggest love and my motor to have a better lifestyle; when I am sad, confuse or whatever, I just think to him, and I can remember the way, the direction, the reason! (and yes, he is perfect).

I have all my achieved which open a lot of door to my future!

I have the wish to live better and to be exactly what I am without abuse.

All of these things are what I have, then with those I should to start the way this year, and this moment of my life; with those things I should to go exactly when I want to be, and then I could enjoy the sun!

Happy new year!

“You'll never find a rainbow if you're looking down”

― Charles Chaplin

Saying good bye to my wings.

I have flown high and quick during all my life. I have been years learning to fly well, and with short and weak wings I learned to fly better than many people. Know fly have been the most important ability to build my life, development my internal abilities and discovery my real dream, my real internal and personal way.

My wings have been my more important tool to build myself! I am grateful with the life (god, big energy, etc) for it. Is impossible for me forget the biggest importance that have had in my life, and do not say thank God for it.

Anyway, I’m changing, and I’m transforming in a Kiwi; in short time I won’t have predator again and I won’t need to fly, and I will say good bye to my wings.

I love my wings, but I don’t want it in my life anymore!

I don’t know if I could fly again, but in the deepest place in my heart I don’t want to need fly again anymore!

When I won’t need to fly, I could development a plane if I want to fly. 

When I won’t need to fly, I could development whatever I want.

When I won’t need to fly, I could live (not survive), and living is possible to do whatever I want.

I love my wings, but I don’t want to need it anymore, and I’m ready to say good bye.