March 26, 2012. Some reflexions.

Hi!

I will finish the IELTS preparation course on Wednesday; this course has been lazy, but anyway I have learned a lot this time, I have taken it deep down, trying to catch whatever I can. Maybe it is the good part of be the worst person in the group.

I asked to my teacher about to be my personal teacher. He is thinking, and he said that he does not have enough time, and he will ask to a collage. Today, he told me that if his collage cannot, he will be my personal teacher.

At the first time, I thought: I will ask to God that the collage cannot; but the real situation is not that I want to have him as personal teacher, the real situation is that I need to have enough score in the IELTS as soon as be possible; I hope to have success on June 30. So, please God: send me a teacher who can help me to have enough score on 30 June!

Sometime, I think that I have higher expectations about myself than are possible. So, I am very demanding to myself. Anyway, I hope to have success working hard, to continue with my life. I hope it will be possible!

On the other hand, I am picking up my exercises routine. I need to improve my cardiovascular endurance; I am thinking about jogging twice or three times a week and trekking the Avila twice a week. Well, this week I am going to take vacations and go to the beach; but after that, I will start to draw a new exercise routine.

Finally, I want to share with you a comment of my sweet husband: you fell in love with all your teacher, it is not important if they are blond, black, beautiful, awful, man, woman, child, dog, wilted flower or whatever.

I think he is right! And it is so funny, I definitely enjoy all kind of academic experiences, and I feel love for whoever who helps me to learn something.

Well, I hope to have success in the IELTS soon.

See you.

Relaxing my mind

I want to write whatever I can find in my mind, it is just a practice. I am not dreaming to win the novel of literature with my blog; I am just dreaming to have a better lifestyle, then I need to practice and practice and practice to have enough score in the IELTS as soon as it will be possible. Maybe as soon as I will be able to make it possible.

Anyway, I love to write, and I would like to development the ability to write funny children stories, then it could be a good beginning. Here I have the chance to practice English and the skill to write... I hope development both; but I will happy if I just find enough score in my test!

I will try to write stories about whatever I can, or at less write about whatever I can... So, as it is evident I am talking incoherencies now, I need to sleep, but I cannot because I want to continue practicing... Then sometimes people should accept the moment to retire as well for the moment or just because they are so old to do something. I am so old to be a famous tennis player, but I am in good ages to learn a new language and to development skill as a writer.... Well, but I am not a in good moment to continue writing... Ummm it is my blog and I can write here when I want, then it is ok to write here still if I am writing just incoherencies...

I want to say that I am not drunk neither drugged, I think it is not necessary to go out the logical ideas and relax your mind with the freedom that only offer thinking in stupid ways. To be a little silly sometimes is a good way to recover and recognize the important things. I think it is very important to be able to lose the coherence without drugs and just looking inside you this funny part of all of us.

I find it sometimes. It is easier when it is late and I need to sleep, it is almost as I was drunk, because the mind is not very strong, anyway I can find it in other moment, and I often try to find the moment to lose my coherence and relax my mind!

All important thing in the life are possible to find inside you, I am sure that it is easy to fiend outside, and the majority of us spent the life looking outside; sometimes it is possible to believe that we found it, and maybe it is possible to someone find it. But the real way is inside, and outside you just can find the support of this way. But remember, I am just talking incoherence things.

Love you.